Every thing is blue

I can hear the birds singing outside
I can feel a sweet breeze coming through my window
The yellow butterflies follow me as always
Today the sun is brighter than yesterday.
The sky is turquoise and there are flowers in my garden

So why do I crave?

I can hear the kids’ laughter outside
I can feel the sun light tint my cheeks red
My favorite music played on the radio,
it sounded sweeter than ever
and there are bees dancing around my flowers.

So why do I fade?

I can still kiss your fingers touching my face
I can still hear your words emblazing my mind,
You gave me music, poetry and meaning to it all
Now I only feel music through your eyes.
You are brighter than when we met again.

So why do I sear?